LOL so relatable.
Do I regret letting myself be bullied into trying to pass? Sort of… but it was easier just to let others show me what I was doing “wrong” and instruct me in how to do it “right”. I never did girl very well… it was just this constant dog and pony show I put on that people seemed to like but I always felt like (especially) women saw right through the disguise. You know those scenes in Inception where the projections of Cobb’s subconscious begin to notice Ariadne as someone that shouldn’t be there? They all turn to her/follow her? Yeah, that’s how I feel in a room full of women.